thirty1

today's my last day of being thirty. i woke up at 9am, ate a piece of muffin, drank a glass of milk, turned on the tv. never even bothered to wash my face. saturday's a wash day in the house so mom's kind of busy collecting the curtains, turning pillows over, yelling here and there as moms usually do. my niece running around singing "teeth teeth teeth... teeth teeth teeth...!" a song she got from elmo. it's supposed to be a song. she smiled at me and i smiled back. i just love the way she makes me smile. even though i don't want to.

i had lunch at shakey's pizza and bought a copy of roald dahl's matilda from a bookshop nearby. i had the urge to buy a ticket for bukidnon or cagayan de oro, just to get away for the afternoon... or for the day... though i have no idea what or who i'm running away from. or should i just buy my dream celfone...? hmmm... that SE T610 sure looks great and i actually can afford it this time... whew. nah. i gotta pay the bills next week, i said to myself. then again, it's my birthday tomorrow i must buy something for myself. well... i bought matilda... yeah.