nothingness

i read a couple of stuff here today and boy oh boy they're good. i like the way some people visualize life, more or less defining it through the things that surround us. right now i just can't define it myself. i feel so nothing today...not happy...not sad. one of my friends call it, the "hollow spot".

oh well. words elude me at this moment just when i needed it the most. it's starting to rain outside and ironically, it has been raining in me for some time now and nobody seems nice enough to open up an umbrella.

maybe i should just use a raincoat then.